1. satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else.
2. something that Nicole struggles with continually.
Lately, actually no, my whole life I have struggled with not feeling content with what my life consisted of. I always wanted to be older, have a better boyfriend, go to a different college, have more money, be on my own, have my own house, have my own family....nothing is ever good enough it seems.
I have told myself that this is just me looking to the future; being aware of what I want and preparing for it. But its not. I get one thing that I REALLY wanted...few days later...I'm unsatisfied. I want more. I ALWAYS want more.
But what happens when there isn't more?
Or even scarier, what if I don't really know what it is I want?
Two very scary questions that I don't know the answer to.
I think I need a therapist.